ME: I don’t have a problem
ALSO ME: *sees an 8 year old kid*
I wish my legs were as tiny as theirs
ME TO ME: girl you definitely have a problem
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Last night I was scrolling through Tumblr reblogging stuff. My boyfriend was sitting next to me but he was watching YouTube videos so I didn’t try to hide it. I reblogged a picture of these extremely skinny legs, quite a bit smaller than mine. He put his hand on my leg and gave me this really worried look. But he didn’t say anything.
I keep thinking that maybe he’ll realize that was I’m doing isn’t healthy. That this isn’t just some diet, I have a legitimate eating disorder. But so far, nothing.
I’m not doing this for attention, I try to hide it. But it’s like cutting in that way. I don’t want anyone to notice, but at the same time if no one notices it kind of tells me that no one cares whether I self destruct and end up dying.
Body check November 2: 97 lbs
I actually really like how this shirt makes me look. My legs look fat but half of me is acceptable today. That’s 50% more than usual, so I’ll take it.
Body check 8/15/17
SO SO CLOSE
I found these jeans at the store 2 months ago and didn’t get them because they were too small. I found them again yesterday, they fit my legs like a gloves and are actually a bit baggy on my waist. I think I look fucking amazing in them though. 3 lbs from my UGW and it’s clear to me how close I am :) :)
I wonder how many people see me wrapping my hands around my wrists and legs, constantly running my fingers over my collarbones, and feeling my jawline and cheekbones. And I wonder how many people know why.
30 Day Thinspo Challenge
Day 28: Do you want that gap between your legs? Why?
I already have a small thigh gap. I’d like it to be a bit bigger. I just like how dainty thigh gaps make your legs look. Like I don’t want it to be huge, just a few inches.
It finally happened!! I still don’t think my legs look skinny, but I guess they’re getting there!
**FULL DISCLOSURE** I tried on 3 pairs of size 0 jeans and only one fit. Obviously my legs aren’t nearly skinny enough to fit into any size 0 jeans. So if you try on one pair of size 0 jeans, or size 2, or whatever size you’re trying to fit into and they’re too small, don’t fret! Try on several pairs from different brands. Unfortunately clothing brands all have a different idea of what a size 0 is.
Every part of my body is shrinking except my short fucking midget legs. I now have prominent collarbones, hip bones, I can count almost all of my ribs and my wrists are tiny. But my legs are fucking fat. Just as fat as ever. WHY.
I dont just want my waist to be skinny. I dont want to have to wear skin tight clothing to show im skinnier than you. I want it to show in my collar bones, and my arms, and my legs and everything else. I want to be able to wear whatever, tight or lose, and look skinnier than you.
This. Right now my waist shows that I’m skinnier than most people around me, but I want to be able to wear baggy clothes and still be noticeably skinnier than everyone else. I still spend 15 minutes every morning picking out a tight shirt, and now I have barely any tight shirts because I’ve lost so much weight.
I dont just want my waist to be skinny. I dont want to have to wear skin tight clothing to show im skinnier than you. I want it to show in my collar bones, and my arms, and my legs and everything else. I want to be able to wear whatever, tight or lose, and look skinnier than you.
Basically.