ME: I don’t have a problem
ALSO ME: *sees an 8 year old kid*
I wish my legs were as tiny as theirs
ME TO ME: girl you definitely have a problem
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Body check November 2: 97 lbs
I actually really like how this shirt makes me look. My legs look fat but half of me is acceptable today. That’s 50% more than usual, so I’ll take it.
Last night I was scrolling through Tumblr reblogging stuff. My boyfriend was sitting next to me but he was watching YouTube videos so I didn’t try to hide it. I reblogged a picture of these extremely skinny legs, quite a bit smaller than mine. He put his hand on my leg and gave me this really worried look. But he didn’t say anything.
I keep thinking that maybe he’ll realize that was I’m doing isn’t healthy. That this isn’t just some diet, I have a legitimate eating disorder. But so far, nothing.
I’m not doing this for attention, I try to hide it. But it’s like cutting in that way. I don’t want anyone to notice, but at the same time if no one notices it kind of tells me that no one cares whether I self destruct and end up dying.
Body check 8/15/17
SO SO CLOSE
I found these jeans at the store 2 months ago and didn’t get them because they were too small. I found them again yesterday, they fit my legs like a gloves and are actually a bit baggy on my waist. I think I look fucking amazing in them though. 3 lbs from my UGW and it’s clear to me how close I am :) :)
I wonder how many people see me wrapping my hands around my wrists and legs, constantly running my fingers over my collarbones, and feeling my jawline and cheekbones. And I wonder how many people know why.
30 Day Thinspo Challenge
Day 28: Do you want that gap between your legs? Why?
I already have a small thigh gap. I’d like it to be a bit bigger. I just like how dainty thigh gaps make your legs look. Like I don’t want it to be huge, just a few inches.
Every part of my body is shrinking except my short fucking midget legs. I now have prominent collarbones, hip bones, I can count almost all of my ribs and my wrists are tiny. But my legs are fucking fat. Just as fat as ever. WHY.
It finally happened!! I still don’t think my legs look skinny, but I guess they’re getting there!
**FULL DISCLOSURE** I tried on 3 pairs of size 0 jeans and only one fit. Obviously my legs aren’t nearly skinny enough to fit into any size 0 jeans. So if you try on one pair of size 0 jeans, or size 2, or whatever size you’re trying to fit into and they’re too small, don’t fret! Try on several pairs from different brands. Unfortunately clothing brands all have a different idea of what a size 0 is.
I dont just want my waist to be skinny. I dont want to have to wear skin tight clothing to show im skinnier than you. I want it to show in my collar bones, and my arms, and my legs and everything else. I want to be able to wear whatever, tight or lose, and look skinnier than you.
This. Right now my waist shows that I’m skinnier than most people around me, but I want to be able to wear baggy clothes and still be noticeably skinnier than everyone else. I still spend 15 minutes every morning picking out a tight shirt, and now I have barely any tight shirts because I’ve lost so much weight.
I just found the warning I got from a cop for my expired tags back in July. He put my estimated weight at 120 lbs. I was 104 lbs then. I’m at 97 now, and I was feeling like I could get to 95 and maybe be happy there. But now I think I need to go all the way to 92. Obviously my weight is going to be overestimated regardless when I’m sitting in my little car seat (your legs always look bigger when you’re sitting down relaxed, especially in a squished position), but until I get overestimated at just 100 lbs, I’m not thin enough.